I LUST YOU

Banhisekha
2 min readJan 8, 2022

I see him showering from my bed as he often leaves the bathroom door open. His wet hairs were wrestling with water. I could see his eyes looking at me in an unreadable language that his eyes contain.

I feel like drowning in my own ocean bit by bit every second. water rolling down from his sharp nose and it feels torture to my heartbeat to see that beautiful sight. His beautiful wet plump lips have a smirk on them marking his tyranny on me.

The broad shoulders that carry the pressure of life are down under the water as if a waterfall is coming down on solid rock. A sharp jawline cuts through the water like a sword as if the water itself feels intimidated by that jawline. It’s said in the myth that adam’s apple was created so that men can hide the truth.

His adam’s apple was coming and going up and down hiding some unknown mysteries that I would try to decipher with all my wit. I was to kiss the collarbones with violent force, yet I just stay silent with dead eyes. He’s a beautiful sculpture-like David and I worship that beauty in my head.

He’s my man as he claims and I wonder how this gorgeous force of beauty can be someone’s something. As if my lips were a jail for him, how can I have him in my arms of confinement? Do I deserve those strong chests or I am his imprisonment. I was getting jealous of the water that was touching my body, as I was coming down on your shoulder and rolling down, maintaining the rule of gravity.
My eyes also followed the rule of gravity.

I forgot to breathe temporarily, are you doing this on purpose? Are you claiming my sanity with your ethereal beauty as if my lust is your real estate? Lust is never understood as it is only felt. I, Aphrodite celebrated playing with fire you Adonis.

One who knows everything knows my mind as my toes touch the floor as cold as my heart. I was aware that my feet took a fleet toward you but I wasn’t in charge. You were well-versed poetry that I wanted to touch with my mouth and feel all the rhythm and pace.

I have an ocean inside me and a universe is hidden that you wanted to dive in as you pulled me underwater. Are they worth knowing Adonis? Would you take me all in if you know my light could burn you?

Am I a goddess or a monster? You said you were notified of my identity and said you want to surrender, as you asked permission to dive deep in my ocean. Lust made known its existence as it’s the rule of the world like gravity.

People do fall in lust.

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Banhisekha
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I am woman who's living in her parents basement in her 30s, in short an absolute looser who has seen this world and who complains a lot. A ghost.